| A Wednesday Freefall |

Contained, constrained under my skin is an enigma of emotion.

It longs to break free; it desires to burst forth, surging like a wave.

But, like a wave, its raw power is beyond control once it is unleashed.

Even though I long to share with you, to care for you, and to dare to be free with you, I fear letting go.

Should I let down the gate, be free from the constraint, and give way to the wave of an emotional hurricane?

A wave becomes a tear, emotion leaving behind fear, and as joy overtakes apathy, hope becomes clear.

So consider this all, when I'm being honest, when I'm raw, that I'm not always so free, so spoken, so me.